The First of Many to Come

So here it goes. For the last year and a half I have been watching videos on Youtube. I thoroughly enjoyed them and still enjoy watching all the different beauty girls do their make-up and hair, show their new products or just do a random Q & A. I have always looked forward to going home each night, logging into YT on my laptop  and seeing what products were new or catching up on the latest trends. I would get so lost in the videos that I would literally fall asleep with laptop or iphone in hand. I couldn't wait for the weekend to come because all I wanted to do was go to the mall and buy the next "it" item. "Try this one. That one worked for me." Here I am almost 2 years later ready to embark on my own journey. After struggling with the feeling of losing a part of myself (i.e.graduating college, moving out) I have finally arrived at a common ground with something I feel as though I enjoy and desire. The feeling of not knowing what you identify with anymore or not even knowing what hobby you want to do is kind of stressful. I lost a piece of myself when I graduated from college. I had identified with being a student and a learner for 19 years and when it was over I felt relieved, ecstatic, and overjoyed. I succeeded at a goal that I set for myself at the age of 14. The down side to that was learning my way as an adult and trying to figure out what my niche was. Although I still  haven't found out exaclty what it is, I do know one thing. I love all things beauty..whether it is painting, art, scrapbooking, making my own recipe book, or learning about make-up...it all brings to me that same warm fuzzy feeling inside. Maybe it is the learner in me--I don't know. I hope ya'll stick around to see all of the random, crazy things I have to blog about. This blog won't be defined by beauty but by my life. Thank you so much for reading and please feel free to comment :)